SO HERE I GO WITH SOME THOUGHTS!!

I just want to say THANK YOU to all of you who really get to know who I am and do not judge me in anyway! Thanks to a special friend of mine for helping me through all my struggles with personal things I have went threw in life for ADVICE, HELP, AND FOOD to eat thanks for inviting me to go last week it was fun to get out and away! THANKS Andrea your the best!! Marnell THANKS for always sharing your love and caring for me but most of all using those special little words so I don't have to like #@*% you! Your the SWEETEST friend that I have ever had in my life since 5th grade, ya we may have lost contact for a while but running into your dad finally was the best blessing. I know we will never loose each other again and I love ya girl!! Now to just vent a little it seems that everyone in there own times are so concerned about what's going on in other peoples lives and so concerned of how they are buying stuff, loosing weight, or what ever it may be that they get all caught up in the drama and gossip, believe me I know how some people can be so sabotaging and worthless when talking with them. I have come to a decision in my life and that is to stay away from people like that completely!! An experience I had just the other day with a woman in our neighborhood can not seem to mind her own business and is so concerned for some reason that I have been loosing weight yes quickly, that she decided to say something way out of jealousy or immaturity or something like that, I would say it is because what happened is they drove by NO not just one time 4 times and had a friend with her and decided to scream out the window at me FAT ASS over and over again, let me tell you something I KNOW I AM NO LONGER HEAVY but that is not the point the point is I have never felt this good for the longest time and i know they are just trying to get under my skin by being so rude, and if I was still heavy it is no ones business but my own, and it does not make the person any different no matter what there size is!! I was cleaning my yard with my husband minding my own business and for some reason they decided to do this. Yes being the person I am said if you have something to say stop and say it to my face other than that leave me the hell alone!! Where I am trying to get with this is that if people in general would just pay attention to them selves and worry about there own families then they would notice that they would become better people and be a lot closer together as a family. I have experienced this in my own life and just want to apologize to those who I may have hurt in some shape or form. I have a lot more things in life to look forward to now than other peoples lives, I just want to also add that holding grudges against them does nothing to that person but put more pressure on you and your family. Why can we not just all get along and mind our own business because life is to short and sweet to always worry about others and what they are doing. If you are so concerned about them or others just ask that person you are concerned with its a a lot easier that way. I don't know about you but I have so much stuff to worry about in my own life and families life that I do not have time to worry about others, unless it is a loved one that is in need or a special friend that just needs to talk. If we would just STOP, LISTEN, and THINK before we speak or JUDGE, life would be so much easier!! Trust me I do it and it WORKS GREAT!! Just remember also if you are a person that denies you have never done this or said anything bad about others or have talked behind there backs, your WRONG, everyone has done it one time or another in there lives. So just remember are lives here are so precious and can sometimes be so short that you never know when it will be your time to go, so now is the time to start and rethink life and be positive and kind to EVERYONE! And know that your families are the most important thing we have here on this earth and you should never look at them any differently no matter what religion they choose even if its no religion or the decisions they make in there own lives. You know you can always count on them no matter what the situation may be "most of the time" they will always be there. So just smile and be happy in this life because there is only one JUDGE and it is god!! I know that he lives and answers our prayers, I have testified this in my own life that when I get down on my knees and pray he listens and answers our prayers, I know for some this may seem strange to you but if you just seek and acknowledged he is there and will guide you threw the ruff times in your lives or just give you the answers you have been seeking for! The most precious things in life are children and they will bring you so much joy in life that you know they are special spirits meant to be with you here on this earth, to help guide and direct you threw life. They are true, kind, and very precious and I would never take them for granted!!